My first few years of teaching were rough. I had no idea what I was doing. There was blood in the water and the sharks were circling. I was good with the content but my classroom management was less than stellar. We were a new school with very green teachers and most of us were just trying to keep our heads above the water. If it wasn't for Ted I never would have survived. He was the only one of us with more than 5 minutes experience in a classroom. Sometimes I would ask him to stay with my class for a few minutes so I could go in the hall and cry. And, to add insult to injury, I looped with those kids for 3 years, so every mistake I made as a newbie followed me for 3 years. Not for one second do I blame the kids though. It was all me and it was awful. I felt like I was failing them. One day during my first or second year, I was talking to the principal and her advice to me was to be more of a (warning, bad word ahead) bitch. ...